The Leaving

Everyone, It is wonderful to find that we have so much in common. Elara, Haruka is awesome and in many ways much better than Mamoru.

Today I am scared. I feel like I am losing... or will lose... something very precious to me. I'm scared of my body and my weakness. I'm scared of my failure. I'm scared of being alone or depending on anyone.  I am scared of change. When I wake up tomorrow I am afraid everything will be gone, the sweet dream of the past few days will evaporate, and once again I will be left to myself and the darkness. Please don't go, I need you.

But what will I do without you?